Day 1:

It's been 26 hours since we broke up... 
These are my feelings and emotions of day 1 without you:

I woke up today with a pain in my chest and thinking of you.... 
I'm realizing just how many things remind me of you 

Felt my phone go off, my heart leaped out of my chest when I thought maybe you texted me to say you were wrong, that maybe you were joking or prancing me. I was disappointed to find that I didn't have any texts. I imagined my phone going off 

I am shell shocked and in a state of disbelief. 

I started crying at work when a song on the radio reminded me of you...

Feeling disappointed that I could ever allow things between us to end 

Hollow. I feel hollow, I feel lost and confused

Beautiful night out. I walked outside and saw the sky was filled with stars. Out of habit, I started making triangles, just like the night I truly feel in love with  you. I went back inside because it hurts to look at the sky. 

I still have hope for a future. 

I'm sorry I failed you